One was a gorgeous man who would do anything for her. The other was a cocky popstar who annoyed the hell out of her.

How on earth could she choose between them?

He kept me waiting but I hung on
I kept on loving him, but still he’s gone
Seven years later, my feelings still hadn’t died
But from foolish hopes, my eyes have dried
He’ll never show up again, day or night
I’m slowly giving up; I’m losing the fight
I decide that it’s time that I move on
Physically, anyway, from him I’ve withdrawn
Away from him I’ll slowly crawl
Even if it means that I’d lose it all.

Hello. Welcome to my diary. Inside you'll find the one thing that can't be made up - my life. Who am I, you ask? I'm Sam. Just plain Sam.

Come with me as I make new friends, fall in love (a few times!) and live my life - read if you dare!

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me 

A dancer, dancing around the world. A singer, traveling around the world.  A friendship that could overcome any hurdle. A friend doing all to help a friend. A friend’s selflessness inspires another friend’s selfless. A friendship that crosses the line.  

A simple plea: please remember me.

There was a comfort in the backseat of his Daddy’s 81 Chevy Lumina, “the classic”- as we so lovingly dubbed it, where I remember many first times.

This story is now complete.

JC's running away from something. Shelby's got something to hide. 

Singer, songwriter, Producer, now Music Director, JC is doing a favor for his good friend, pop superstar Rod Phillips. He's excited but nervous, since he's never done music on this scale before, but it's a challenge, and a challenge is what he's craving after his life falls apart in LA. He's back in Orlando, taking on the biggest project of his life when he meets someone that he simply can't resist. 

Shelby Morris has relocated from Miami to Orlando, leaving behind an old life, old drama, old pain, and starting over, but deep guilt and fear still rule her life and haunt her sleep. She's running from someone, hiding from something, wiating for the day that her past catches up with her.

When it does, Shelby fears will JC shun her, disgusted by the woman she used to be.   

 The old version of this story is closed. Reposted with a rework... I just didn't want to lose all my reviews on the old version. :)  View the old version here: 

http://www.nsync-fiction.com/viewstory.php?sid=1609 

Dark, seductive and extremely dangerous. It was the world she was used to. Yet he introduced her to something completely different. Something she didn't know about.

A high she had never experienced... 

The excitement of purchasing a 1700 acre ranch in Montana is overshadowed by vengeful acts of those bent on destroying Lance and the rest of the group.

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
           - Elton John, "Your Song"

Abbey and Justin are back. 

She's currently in the studio recording her sophomore album, and Justin's on the sidelines coaching her on.  She's the artist and he's the supporting boyfriend.  This time, there's just a lot more craziness mixed in.  (Sequel to "Hey Jude")

Scandals. They can make or break you in this industry. Malia has been lucky enough not to get involved with the drama of Hollywood and have a scandal that rocked her boat. Against her better judgment, she has had a very lengthy rough relationship with someone that her camp was not thrilled about from the beginning. He was a rapper/singer from Atlanta, who moved to L.A. to find himself but what he found, was Malia. Who was already a successful songwriter about to break into the music scene, front and center. She wrote and produced the single that put him on the map, over a year ago. Since that moment, his time was over in the industry. Single after single, they all flopped. The hype surrounding her however, made the expectations sky rocket the publicity for the album. His foul mouth and bad behavior was a threat to her career, but her great image and thriving career was exactly what he needed.

I settled down
A twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would’ve never known

I had it all
But not what I wanted
Cause hope for me
Was a place uncharted
And overgrown

You'd make your way in
I'd resist you just like this

You can't tell me to feel
The truth never set me free
So, I did it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more


Open your eyes
Like I opened mine
It's only the real world
A life you will never know

Shifting your weight
To throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But, only for so long

You look like I did
You resist me just like this

You can't tell me to heal
And, it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more

The truth never set me free
So, I'll do it myself
 

"Careful"-Paramore

Sequel to Welcome To The World